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  • Elshara Silverheart likes this
  • Leonora Anne
    Leonora Anne Thank you for your words of wisdom Elshara. I have much to contemplate on as they are deep.
    February 27, 2017 - 1 likes this
  • Elshara Silverheart
    Elshara Silverheart No problem. Don't rush, take as much time as you feel you need. If you have any problems, let me know. I'm here, and can explain further or can listen as well if you want. I'm here for you. It's going to be alright.
    February 27, 2017 - 1 likes this
  • Leonora Anne
    Leonora Anne Elshara, I have sent a message. I dont know if you received it. I just have some questions id like to elaborate. The first is from your first comment, "This is because what you are trying to do, is competing with your desire to do it, and you both...  more
    March 1, 2017 - 1 likes this
  • Elshara Silverheart
    Elshara Silverheart I'll respond to your message right away. Thanks for letting me know! What I mean by what I said here, is what is competing with each other, is what you are trying to do, versus what is already in the process of being done. Either by your hand or by the...  more
    March 1, 2017 - 1 likes this

Felix Culpae

  • Felix Culpae..... Fortunate Fault. This is a latin phrase that I came across, reading an article from the Oprah Magazine. My entire life has been like this. 

     

    Things happen to me by accident, poor judgement, crazy mistakes and after some time of relearning the moral lesson.., the outcomes ends up working for the greater  good then later, another thing happens as a result of the previous event to test me down.

    After time has passed at the back  of my mind, I remember all the pain, the madness that got to that point.... so when the happy fortunate part happens, I find myself unable to move forward. Often I am deemed as indecisive, or lazy...but  in honesty I am searching for a true solution.

     

    Perhaps what is really happening  is that I really am clearing all the karma and mistakes in this life even though I feel like this life is extra difficult to comprehend. Most times Im like what? Praying is constant now. Sometimes, I just  wonder  when the repercussions  will truly end. 

     

    I've learned you  can't  live this life  without  faith and out of every person who  has extraordinary gifts to help you understand  what is happening in your life, it is only  God who knows best.  As much as I want to time travel  to that certain  point in time to undo the incidents that would lead to many years of suffering, I don't have that rare luxury. I can only live in the  present in regarding the past so my future would be better. 

     

    I guess I just really want someone  or some divine force that will tell me everything will  finally be okay. And nothing will bite me back after I have made my peace to move on.